My purpose is to give what I posess

My purpose is to give what I posess to other people. I want to write my review and energy and love out dance, words, music, learning, beauty, love, and simplicity.

By the way I was like whhhy?!?! idea of keeping different types of intelligence with different content descriptions and also different formats.
-a scrapbook journal, eg the travel journal (spiral bound, unlined)
-a total rambling bullshit journal for dumping all my negative thoughts (private blog)
-an idea journal with personal development insights and reflecions as well as working Instead of worrying about updating journal constantly, write or record all ideas on PDA and google sidebar memo pad or a real pocket notebook and then input them onto web at the end where everyday (blog)
-a real content journal to publish things I'm writing that I intend to post be read, but only experiementally, no special focus or attempt to draw traffic, just an accountability measure to try and upstage myself to write something readable. (blog)
-a true blog with a focus and limited marketability, right now preferable something about dancing or math books or reading/writing or mini marketing or whatever (blog)
-a place for reading notes (portable notebook)
-a values/purpose/goals journal (notebook)

Reflection on my deepest held values:
How do I want to to remember me?
Well, let me put it this way I want to be your as loving and compassionate and energetic and passionate and wise and intelligent and all that went stuff, but first of course I rolled to be remembered, and I feel what no I know, that I won't ever be remembered by anyone if I don't accomplish anything and I won't accomplish anything or be able to volunteer.  a difference in anyone's life if I can't make a difference in my own name, organize it and own up to your responsibilities first. That is my huge goal for this year. I can't stress that enough, especially since I don't this from day to day, maybe even hour to hour.

What values will facilitate my organizational habits?
self-discipline
accomplishment/achievement
alertness/observation
commitment/dependability
decisiveness
efficiency
simplicity
functionality
logic
integrity
hard-work (industriousness)

How can I cultivate these values?
Self-discipline: take cold showers
Acheivement: read about people who achieve a lot
Focus/alertness/observation: meditate, do observation exercises from DaVinci book, watch, read
commitment/dependability: make promises to people and they them
decisiveness: give myself 2 minutes to make any small decision tops
efficiency/simplicity: analyze my useable patterns and make form fit function (functionality), read thoreau
logic: read about logic
integrity?
industriousness: do incredibly focused work 45 minutes at at time until I can bring it for longer periods. Use a clock.

So, how can I live my purpose, goals, and values today?
I can work on my thesis!  systems and clean my apartment. I can remain alert as much as to and try to start to cry. my focus to someone task at hand. Be decisive, get rid of this stuff. That is what is will do.